I don't want to wrie abot my emotions, I don't want so compair my feeling with the leafs of the trees, I don't want to sound to pretentious but you don't get how much I detest you. How I load being in the same room as you, breathing the same air as you and sharing the same dna as you. You are everything I wish not to be, everything I will never be. I will fight the decise you are. Fight fire with fire, anger with anger and maybe someday I will be cured from the decise.